Feeling Angry
On my birthday and also mine and Scott's anniversary date, I stupidly stopped by his house and texted him to come out a give me a hug for my birthday. He didn't do it and I said well at least wave, which he did do. It enraged Lisa and she wrote in messenger to me to stay away and stay off their property. She also wrote to Beau. At first I was worried Beau would be upset because I didn't tell him upfront that I went over there on my birthday and told him I wanted to hug him. I explained the truth, which was that I was drunk and thought I could just tell Scott that everything is good and I'm happy and I'm happy for him. But am I? I started thinking about the things I've done to cause problems with him and Lisa. I brought Scott soup when he was sick and dropped off a card with a heart, Summer on it. I have tried to subtly plant seeds of doubt in his mind about Lisa. I called Lisa and told her that Scott has mental health issues and it's because of drugs. I tex...